Sunday, July 5


Think before we speak because words once said can never be taken back.

Think before you type for messages delivered are already sent.

Think of the people how they would react to unkind words, or too kind words.

When we are filled with emotion. Anger, frustration, joy, relief. Control that tongue, no matter how much it wants to spring loose. No matter how much it wants to ramble on and on. Measuring the depth of their feelings, and dissecting it slowly over days, months, years.

Forgiveness is hard to achieve.
Especially when one is guilty, true accident or purposefully.

I feel especially distraught. Whatever it is, I know the feeling and although not well, I know it enough to distinguish it from the others. I do not know why I feel this way, I do not want to know. Just get out of my bloody head before I explode.


I would apologize more profusely to you
but I know no matter how much I do
I won't be forgiven as easily
as I forgive you.

I'm sorry.


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